Mountain of Light

December 24, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

thumb_cave_hira.jpgJabal an-Nur (Mountain of Light) is a strange mountain and stranger than it is the cave of Hira—a small cave in which the divine light would surprisingly be manifested in the world of being. For a very long period, the universe in waiting was keeping an eye on Jabal an-Nur for the Last Messenger of God to emerge in the darkness of disbelief, polytheism and hypocrisy, and to cast the rays of love to the heart of creation.

Here is the land of revelation, and Jabal an-Nur is filled with the scent of Angel Jibril (‘a). In Hira the wings of Jibril (‘a) and the echo of the voice that shook the mountain can still be heard. The voice which extends from the heaven to the earth is “Iqra! Mismi rabbika’lladhi khalaq”.

O rocky mountain! How fortunate you are! O mountain! What love has done to you! So much the Prophet (s) loved you! How much you and he were alone! What a pleasure you experienced in the presence of that beloved!

O heart! O my restless heart! As you are standing on top of Jabal an-Nur, look at the blue sky above. And you can pick off some stars and witness the splendor of the sun.     

Your own Ishmael

December 22, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

jamarat12.jpgThe dawn has appeared. Now, you have to proceed to Mina, the land of love and jihad. Along with the army of Muhammad (s), go to the war against Satan. Get ready and entrust yourself to God for it is the day of greater jihad.

 

These idols made of stone remind you of an ancient story—the story of sacrificing Ishmael (‘a) when Abraham (‘a) was about to carry out a great order. And Satan appeared to the Friend of Allah [khalil Allah] (‘a) three times so as to plant the filthy tree of polytheism, doubt and skepticism in his heart. But Abraham (‘a) sought refuge in God and drove Satan away by pelting him with stones of yaqin (certainty) and conviction. And he passed this great trial with flying color.

 

Today, together with Abraham (‘a), go to the slaughterhouse and put your knife at the neck of your own Ishmael. Today is your day of festivity. As a symbol of humility and servitude, shave your head, for with utmost sincerity you came to the threshold of love.

 

Today is a feast day; the feast of victory of man over Satan; the feast of freedom and deliverance; the feast of the righteous and the truthful; the feast of sacrifice.

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O you white-covered!

December 21, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

going_to_muzdalifa.jpgSunset has spread its wings above the valley of ‘Arafah, and the sun of the ninth day of Dhu’l-Hijjah is about to go. So, travel with the sun as there is no time for rest or sojourn.

 

At darkness, one must be heading toward the valley of Mash‘ar. Be like a white stream that cleaves the heart of darkness and flows, and finally settles in the rainbow of Mash‘ar. Be present in the holy valley—the valley of poetry [shi‘r], cognition [ma‘rifah] and witnessing [shuhud].

 

O you white-covered! Rise up, and like the stars in the sky, stand up in prayer for tomorrow is a different day—the day of war and jihad with Satan and the day of sacrificing oneself in the arena of love.

Move toward the sun

December 20, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

arafah02.jpgO spiritual travelers! Get ready and move toward the sun, for in order to reach the Beloved, one has to pass by even his abode and go to the Lord of the Sacred House.

Is it not mentioned in Hadith Qudsi that God says, “Whoever seeks Me will find Me, and whoever finds Me will recognize Me, and whoever recognizes Me will love Me”?

So, O seekers of love! Come here at the ocean of divine knowledge. That is ‘Arafah, which is an ocean full of unique jewels of love. And all those who sacrifice themselves for the Beloved traverse this ocean.

Like that of Resurrection, the plain of ‘Arafah is the locus of great gathering—a gathering in which Husayn (peace be upon him) has built the foundation of heaven. And the sound of his litany still reverberates around ‘Arafah—a litany which describes the status of his lovers and a living witness that the fragrance of his blood-stained banner is carried by the wind up to ‘Arafah.

 

Today, recite the Du‘a ‘Arafah of Husayn (‘a) with all your heart because recognizing the Beloved is not possible except through the way of the Doyen of the Martyrs (‘a). So, bring your heart to Karbala’ for the ka‘bah of the heart is Karbala’.

The city

December 19, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

makka2.jpgMakkah is the city of the Qur’an, faith and mysticism; the birthplace of the Prophet (s), ‘Ali and Fatimah (‘a); and the land of revelation, frequented by Angel Gabriel (‘a). It is a city emitting the fragrance of great prophets (‘a).

Makkah is the city of great sacrifice [dhibhin ‘azim]; the location of Zamzam and zamzamah [silent prayer]; the sanctuary of security and tranquility.

 

Makkah is the Prophet’s city of litany during solitary nights in the Holy Sanctuary; the city of tears, grief and implorations. This city calls to mind the wonderful event of the opening of the Ka‘bah and the birth therein of ‘Ali (‘a).

 

… Here a moon was born whose luminosity made the palace of Cesar to crumble and extinguished the fire-temple of Persia; a star which is the beloved heart of creation and existence; the prophet of love and kindness who removed the darkness of the universe by the candle of his existence.

What autumn means to me

November 25, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

autumn_rainbow.jpgIn a short inadvertent chat last winter with a fellow MSUan and batch mate who is presently based in Toronto, she asked naively, “It’s too hot there, isn’t it?” To her astonishment, I retorted “Yes, it’s extremely hot here as it’s the peak of winter now”. “Do you mean there are four seasons there in Iran like here in Canada?!” she queried. “Yup,” I quipped.    

As the Middle East region as a whole is commonly associated with a portrait of camel-driving nomads in a vast arid desert, there is no blame if someone outside the region is unaware that Iran has four seasons. In fact, even fewer outsiders know that its calendar, whose basis of reckoning is centuries older than Christ, is accurately divided quarterly according to the four seasons. It commences on the very first day of spring (March 21 or 22) and ends on exactly the last day of winter. 

Since September 23, it’s been autumn now here. Skies turn grey. Leaves of trees change their colors, usually turning into a reddish or brownish hue and begin to fall. Rain showers and at times downpours are frequent; hence, a natural boon to the polluted Tehran metropolis. The days get shorter and cooler while the nights get longer; thus, a rare opportunity to those who are keen to perform optional fasting. In short, it marks the transition from summer into winter. 

Just as deciduous trees have different colors of leaves at this period, so are the meanings of autumn to different people.   

To the tillers of soil especially in the temperate zone of both the northern and southern hemispheres such as the Philippines, autumn means time of reaping and fecundity. To me as a schoolboy then in the first half of 1980s, harvest season meant variegated and relatively cheaper fruits such as atis and rambutan at the Cotabato City Fruit Stand which is just outside our school.  

During my college years in early 1990s, this season meant mushrooming of madang/marang fruits in certain spots of MSU Campus such as in front of PLH, Commercial Center, 5th Street, and Baryo Salam. Unless provoked by certain PLH dwellers, I would evade buying marang in front of PLH as the price was somehow heavy to my pocket. Instead, Baryo Salam which is near the dormitory where I stayed in during my first three years in the campus was my favorite hub where I could buy one marang as cheap as 2 pesos–after three to five minutes of bargaining, nevertheless. Around this time, lucky were those who had classmates or roommates who are from the nearby town of Balo’i because invitation to their hometown meant free-of-charge marangs to the heart’s content.        

To the poets and ‘outdoor’ individuals like my wife’s Trinidadian friend, the fall season means melancholy and gloominess as the chill of winter and forced indoor retreat are in the offing, nay imminent.  

To a bachelor or spinster, fall season may be linked to strong feelings of sorrow as it symbolically represents his or her own ageing self. It serves as a nagging reminder that like the natural world, he or she has also reached the prime of his or her youth while having no offspring.  

To the mystics and spiritual wayfarers, autumn constitutes a stage of journey toward perfection as well as yearning for the forthcoming and sought-after reunion with the Beloved and the attainment of the state of felicity after life-long smashing of the idol of I-ness.   

To the leaf peepers, this season means the time to come out of their cocoons to enjoy the mellow sight of fall foliage. It is therefore a seasonal godsend to the tourism industry of Eastern Canada, the New England region of the United States and Eastern Asia including China, Japan and Korea where colored autumn foliage is most famously noted. 

To the Iranian households, autumn (and winter) means more consumption of gas as the source of heat energy. 

To the Palestinians, this year’s autumn means possible reenactment of the Madrid Conference and its dismal repercussions while to their cousins, it means more incentives by forging diplomatic and/or trade relations with Gulf sheikhs. 

To the inmates of the world’s largest concentration camp called Gaza Strip, this fall and the approaching winter signify further suffering and starvation. 

To the “coalition of the willing”, this year’s autumn means further dwindling with the impending pull out of the Australian buddy. To the Australians, in turn, the same means self-rescue through the ballot from the five-year old quagmire that is Iraq. 

To me, every autumn means more emotionally charged reminiscence and re-experiencing of the MSU-Main Campus climate though, unfortunately, without the soothing panorama of Lake Lanao and the centuries-old serenity of its Sleeping Lady. 

Provisions (1)

September 27, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

islam_prayer.jpgIn this month of Ramadan, let me bring you daily to the world of my current translation–a book entitled In the Presence of the Beloved on the subtleties of supplication [du'a']:

“Have mercy on me when I am thrown on the deathbed, my friends trying to calm down my restlessness; do a favor to me when I am laid stretched on the naked floor for the religious washing, my neighbors performing the necessary functions; move with compassion when I am carried to the graveyard, my kith and kin accompanying my funeral; be with me when I am put into the grave, alone and abandoned; take piety on me in that new abode where I will be a forsaken miserable, because continuously I did not cultivate friendship with any one other than You.”

The reason behind man’s negligence of the hereafter             

Because of the instincts God has endowed in him, man knows his material needs and resorts to material ways and physical means to meet them and seeks the help of his fellow human beings. Instinctively, man knows hunger, thirst, sexual urge, housing need, and his other material or worldly needs and endeavors to address them. As such, he will be attached and affectionate to the means that meet such needs of his and provide him such enjoyments as well as to those who help him in this regard and lessen his pains and sufferings. Usually, it is also the reason behind a person’s fondness and affection to his spouse, offspring, friends, and relatives, and in general to all who in one or another share his life. However, man’s attachment to material or worldly affairs distracts his attention to spiritual matters and makes him heedless of them. On one hand, he supposes that his needs are limited to these material or worldly needs, and on the other, he assumes that his needs can be met through the same means and individuals he is attached with. Yet, he is unaware of the fact that the needs he is usually acquainted with is but a small portion of his total needs—needs which are related not only to the temporary life in this world. He does not know that his primordial needs are something else—needs which are related to the eternal domain of the hereafter. He imagines that the individuals he is familiar with in this world will always be with him. He must bear in mind, however, that a time will certainly come when all of them will leave us alone.

More or less, we are all attached to worldly affairs, physical pleasures, and things or persons that provide for our needs. We always miss them and in general, our mind is preoccupied with material or worldly matters. It must be noted, however, that this world is but temporary and not permanent. A time will come when we have to leave this transient abode. Now, we must think of the eternal abode and know whether we have certain needs in that world or not. If we have needs in our eternal life, through which ways they can be met? Are our needs in that world the same with our needs in this world? When man leaves this world, will man be needful of food, clothing and other material needs just as there was a time when some people imagined so and used to bury their dead ones with some foods and other amenities of life with the notion that they will need these amenities one day?

It is clear that the next world is different with this world. The prophets (‘a) came to inform man that his needs in that world are different from the worldly needs. Here, his needs are something else. Worldly things there are of no benefit to him and he cannot even bring them there. A time will come when all friends, kith and kin of a person will leave him alone. They cannot help him even if they want to. On the day when he has to leave this world in his deathbed, he must ignore what he is attached to, leave the assets he accumulated and be separated with friends and nearest of kin he is attached to. In this state, if man is not attached to anything or anybody else, enormous grief and sorrow will engulf him from which he will have no way of escape.

At that moment, his bodily limbs and faculties will cease to function one after the other and finally his soul will separate from his body. The soul will witness events after death: The friends and relatives of the deceased will take his corpse to the cemetery. They will dig a grave for him and bury him. Finally, they will return home after an hour. Then he will be left alone in the grave—grave which is described by Imām as-Sajjād (‘a) in this manner:

[Woe unto me] if now I am passed on in my present state to a grave that I have not prepared for my repose and I did not line with good deeds for my drowse. And why would I not weep for I have no knowledge of my fate and I observe my self deceiving itself, and my days are fading away, and the wings of death have flapped close by; so why wouldn’t I cry? I cry for surrendering my life, I cry because of the darkness of my grave, I cry because of the narrowness of my hole [laad].”

A whole life of sweat and toil to accumulate wealth, building mansions, providing amenities in life, and familiarity with others will all come to an end from then on. He must be totally alone. How long will this state last? It is very long and can never be compared to the frame of time in this world. In this long period which he must spend in the purgatory [barzakh] and then the Resurrection and hereafter, his assets will be of no avail to him. What he must do? What he can do?  

(Just bear with typographical errors and other nuisances you may notice as these lines are yet to be polished. I post as soon as I finish translating them.) 

Degrees of remembrance (4)

September 22, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

In this month of Ramadan, let me bring you daily to the world of my current translation–a book entitled In the Presence of the Beloved on the subtleties of supplication [du'a']:

Worldly allurement as a hindrance to the attainment of spiritual life

By our own hands, we pave the ground for decreasing or reducing the decrees of our perfection. We have shouldered burdens that bent our backs. We enchained our hands and feet because of which we cannot move. Perhaps the Commander of the Faithful (‘a) wants us to tell God in Du‘ā’ Kumayl, thus: 

O Allah! My trials and sufferings have increased and my evilness has worsened, my good deeds have diminished and my yokes (of misdeeds) have become firm, and remote hopes restrain me to profit (by good deeds) and the world has deceived me with its allurements and my own self has been affected by treachery and procrastination.”

Are we sincere in reciting these lines? Do we really realize that our backs are bent on account of the burden of our sins? Do we know that we enchained our hands and feet by our evil deeds and that the world and its allurements have deceived us?

In this regard, the Qur’an states:

“The life of this world is nothing but the wares of delusion.”[1] 

It also states elsewhere:

“So do not let the life of this world deceive you, not let the Deceiver[2] deceive you concerning Allah.”[3] 

What is the deception of the life of this world? How does it deceive man? When adults want to dupe a child, they entice or amuse him with a chocolate bar or anything else in lieu of a valuable thing he seeks. We have interests which we must obtain and safeguard. However, as the world and its pleasures seem attractive and valuable to us, they deceive us and hinder us from obtaining real pleasures and true interests. Regrettably, not only the world and its allurements are the ones deceiving us. In fact, sometimes, we dupe ourselves by suggesting that what the prophets (‘a) said are the same with what our hearts dictate, or what Satan says is the same with what God has said!

If what the prophets and Imāms (‘a) have said are true and they are, then we are very far from the truth. We are in gross error and misguidance. If Du‘ā’ Kumayl is transmitted from Ḥaḍrat ‘Alī (‘a) and it is, and if Du‘ā’ Abū Ḥamzah ath-Thumālī and the supplications in Aṣ-Ṣaḥīfah as-Sajjādiyyah are transmitted from Imām as-Sajjād (‘a) and they are, then how do we follow them as we have no commonality with them? Do we believe in the contents of these supplications? Are they true or not? Are the world that is deceiving us and its outward adornments that hinder us from getting our true interests nothing but transient pleasures with which we are attached? Everyday we want to taste more delicious food compared to what we have tasted so far, aren’t we? Everyday we want to change our lifestyle and the outward forms of our homes—carpet, car model and other amenities in life—aren’t we?

Is the deception or trick of the world other than these things? We must reflect on what they have taken from us in exchange for other things. We have the potential to get more valuable things but we are negligent of them and we are attracted to fleeting things. In reality, we are deprived of human life or “life of faith”, and we have been heedless of a higher sphere of life whose foundation is the remembrance of Allah. 

(Just bear with typographical errors and other nuisances you may notice as these lines are yet to be polished. I post as soon as I finish translating them.)


[1] Sūrah Āl ‘Imrān 3:185.

[2] That is, Satan, or anything that diverts a human being from the path of Allah. [Q. Trans.]

[3] Sūrah Luqmān 31:33.

Degrees of remembrance (3)

September 21, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

gema_01_img0010.jpgIn this month of Ramadan, let me bring you daily to the world of my current translation–a book entitled In the Presence of the Beloved on the subtleties of supplication [du'a']:

Man’s attitude toward material and spiritual deficiencies and needs

By nature, man is in pursuit of his perfection and felicity. As much as possible, he wants to remove his defects and shortcomings. In essence, God has created every living creature, man in particular, in such a way that it is innately in pursuit of perfection and avoids whatever is obstructive to its attainment of perfection and felicity. This is called “love of oneself”. That is, every living creature loves itself and its life and perfection.

More or less, we all find deficiencies in ourselves. We can see defects and shortcomings in ourselves and we want to remove them as much as we can. But there are two problems here. Firstly, we do not properly comprehend our defects and shortcomings and we do not exactly know our basic needs. Secondly, when there is contradiction in meeting these needs, we commit error in identifying which is priority. Usually, we give preference to material needs over spiritual ones for we are they are more tangible for us.

Conversely, in trying to remove a material or spiritual defect, we minds and efforts are focused on material defects and deficiencies because we understand them better. We suffer more from physical pains and are more familiar with material and worldly enjoyments and pleasures. If ever we become heedful of some of our spiritual defects and otherworldly needs, we do not express much inclination in addressing them and we do not have much interest in dealing with them.

As such, God commissioned the prophets (‘a) firstly to inform the people of their true needs and defects, let them know that there are greater and more important defects apart from the animalistic, material or worldly defects they are acquainted with, and let them understand that they must strive harder to remove spiritual defects and meet otherworldly needs. Secondly, the prophets (‘a) were commissioned in order to make the people aware of the spiritual affairs and the insignificance and lack of value of material affairs.

The prophets (‘a) came to inform man that apart from material pleasures, there are other pleasures that can never be compared to the former. They wanted to sever his attachment and affection to material affairs and trivial and fleeting enjoyments of this world and draw his attention to spiritual affairs and eternal pleasures of the hereafter.

They (‘a) wanted to inform us that the material enjoyments we are attached to and deemed important are not that significant; that we must detached from them in order to savor greater enjoyments, realize our true human defects and try to remove them.

The prophets (‘a) informed man that compared to the animals, he has more potential for development and perfection and in the same vein he has more deficiencies and needs. There is a great distance between us and the highest point God has considered for us and the potential to reach it. God has given us potential for development and perfection that is incomprehensible for us. Therefore, they made man aware of this point and urged him to strive hard to attain this ultimate perfection and remove his own defects and shortcomings.

So, we must realize that our defects and shortcomings are not limited to material and worldly affairs. Worldly shortcomings—whether they are individual or collective—are all so trivial and insignificant compared to spiritual affairs and shortcomings that will threaten our eternal felicity.

Yes, man is different from animal. Human life is not identical with that of animal. Human life has necessities other than eating, sleeping and seeking physical and animal gratification. If we really believe in God and the prophets (‘a) and consider true whatever they said; if we really accepted that there is another life apart from animal life—life which is associated with the humanity of man—our actions must attest to this belief. Our daily actions and works must not contradict such conviction. There must be difference between the action of one who believes in such life and that of one who considers life limited to the animal life. We have certain belief in such human life but because of weakness of faith and will, we have some failings in practice. Our faith is weak and as a result, this faith has insignificant effect on our actions and behavior. However, there have been individuals who have strong faith and attained certain stations of perfection and felicity. 

(Just bear with typographical errors and other nuisances you may notice as these lines are yet to be polished. I post as soon as I finish translating them.)

Degrees of remembrance (2)

September 20, 2007 by Mideast Trotter

312237398m.jpgIn this month of Ramadan, let me bring you daily to the world of my current translation–a book entitled In the Presence of the Beloved on the subtleties of supplication [du'a']:

Attachment to the world as hindrance to the remembrance of Allah

That which hinders man from thinking of his spiritual perfections is attachment to the world and worldly pleasures. So long as these attachments exist, we cannot expect such perfections. In a adīth on the Prophet’s () ascension [mi‘rāj], God said to His Apostle ():

“O Amad! If the servant prays as the dwellers of the heaven and the earth pray and fasts as the dwellers of the heaven and the earth fast, treat foods the way the angels treat them, and wears the garment of the worshippers, but has a speck of love of the world in his heart, carnal desire, position, merriment or adornment of the world, he will find no place in My neighborhood. I shall take love of Me out of his heart and make his heart dark such that he will forget Me and not let him taste the sweetness of loving Me.”[1]    

The awliyā of Allah have such loftiness of purpose that they are heedless of what we are attached to, even to the otherworldly blessings and pleasures to attain which is our ultimate aspiration, as these are valueless for them. Their loftiness of purpose is such that they say to God: “O Allah! If You throw us to hell while love of You is still in our hearts and You are pleased with us, we prefer it to paradise which is devoid of Your pleasure.”

Unless the love of God is not nurtured in the heart of man, one cannot make such a claim.

In order to nurture the love of God in the heart, one must keep aloof from worldly attachments and affections and think of earning the divine pleasure. As he wakes up in the morning, the believer must think of serving Allah by knowing what He wants from him. If ever he takes food, study a lesson, engage in a transaction, and whatever he does in general, it must be meant to obey the commandments of God and to seek His pleasure. It is possible to do so but it requires strong will and purpose. If a person lives in this manner, worldly enjoyments and blessings as well as his comfort and welfare will not be decreased. Even his pain and suffering will not be lesser than that of others. Such a person will not longer be attached to position, wealth and the like and does not worry if he loses or does not attain them. His only concern is God and His remembrance.

The believer considers himself a servant of Allah. He believes that whatever he has belongs to Him, and he has nothing of his own—wealth, offspring, position, status, or anything else. Everything belongs to Him. So, he is in pursuit of earning the pleasure of Allah. Such a person is truly a servant of God. He wholeheartedly accepts whatever He commands. He avoids the forbidden and acts upon his obligations. Hence he will attain a higher life or find the real life.  

(Just bear with typographical errors and other nuisances you may notice as these lines are yet to be polished. I post as soon as I finish translating them.)


[1] Ibid.